me give up date on progress to goals

Me like always be good and bad.
Me still not paint regularly enough. Me bad. But me job taking tole.
But me paint. Me good.
Me think can finish horse head before year end. One thumb need work, shadow on floor need more, then small bird, then done! Me honestly think need 20 hours max, (included in estimate perfectionism time).
Me said me do 2 more. Me cheat! me do one at work, as demo, loose landscape, nearly done! Could say done now, but me perfectionist.
Just one more, size small and me have 2 weeks off. Me do it.
New year me start on portrait series of 4 or 6 for teaching portfolio as example of skill.
Goal: me paint faster then ever before. Me include paint me did in summer, and other paint me include in show. Me both think better in person.

Me not happy with jar. Me get around to tweaking it.

Done? (never)

Me never done, me tinker and tinker for years. me never happy. But me move on and live with paint and see if it makes me itch.
Me call paint untitled. (unofficially called Post Apocalyptic Hawaiian Get away or, False Childhood Memories of the Bomb)

See!

Can you see difference?
many years ago me make like this:

Me was never happy, but me so scared to touch! Me said fuck it. Me tinker this summer. See better! Me never happy. Me think now should make lips darker. NO! Me stop madness!

Me have decided to publicly embarrass me. Me now commit to you to finish at lest two new paintings before the New years, on top finish Horse head. And, and and that me do 14 paintings for 2010.
Me wont do it, but me try, try hard.

Me going to finish

Me going to finish this tonight!
Me swear. Me already place flowers.
Me also learn how to paint in photoshop. Me more familiar with corel photopaint. Me wonder where is pointy smear tool is? Is there pointy smear tool. Liquid thingy similar but not same. Me wonder why me bother? Me like things you hold in real hands not traped in computer.

me miss you soo much

So now me have flake white in eye. Eye hurts. You used sharp paint brush, you happy?
Okay, Okay,
Me have good news, good news, bad news, good news, bad news and good news.
Me had show, me finish new paint (er sort ,of mostly), me even fix up and improve old paint.
Me did good. But me no have pic. See that bad news. Paint still at gallery.
GOOD NEWs: Me have Camera, me have good camera! Me sold paint.
Bad News: after me paint, me no paint for long time. Me bad, but me was working too much. Now better, now done break, me paint again. Me miss paint sooo much.
Me can show you some things me did at work then latter me show you some things me do at home.

See Me work in pen,
see me make for little children.
we make robots. See this is my robot. He is chips 2000. He made in China.
Me work in colour pencil
Me do demo for not so little children,
Me think looks better in person then in pic

Me work in pencil and sharpie
Me was really bored and me make this.
This going to be paint, then me make more then me sell! You buy. Me Rich!!! You cool.


Me have more to show, not now latter. Me make more paint. Me show more soon.

me have news

First, me have no pictures. Me still no camera.
Second, me have group art show, opening July 23.
Now you keep secret? shhhhhhhhh you no tell or me poke YOU with pointy paint brush in eye.
Me using old, old works not new. Shhh. Me bad me know.
But but but, me try and make one new paint. Me work on now, so you come see at show. Me make just for you, so you better.
If me make $ me buy camera. Yay!

You want good news first?

Me paint!

Okay, now bad news.

Me no finish horse head this month. :(

Me ask you nicely put away pointy paint brush, no no not my eye. Me need eye, yes? Why you still come closer?
Wait, wait let me tell you why. Me sad :( . Me stressed :# and me just a little bit lazy :p , but just a little. Mostly sad and stressed.

Back to good news. Me paint tonight. Me going to try and be good for now on. Next time you poke me in eye, me not even run away. Me promise. Me can't say what new deadline should be. Me been thinking about taking Horsy in new direction. Maybe deadline bad idea, need more time think.

Okay more bad news. Me give back camera. Me have no choice. Little sister, is big and mean sister too. So me cannot show paint. But me can tell: me work on floor in paint not me work off floor. No! me work on easel, big expensive easel. Don't worry me buy on sale.
Me try give better sence of unity to lighting of body and colour. before floor too dull. Me think better, me think need more work. Me think hard. Me work this part from head. No references.

Okay good news again. Me have new idea for painting. Me going to start very soon maybe tomorrow. Me have perfect canvas already primed and sanded. Me think this be quick and easy to do. Me start maybe tomorrow. Me can't wait.

Me steal camera again latter.

Me Done, :D & Me Not done!!! :(

Me done.
But not happy with hair thingys, but care not give to boss, DONE. Yay Me and yay You. You make Me Paint, good job, you.
You look now and say nice things :) Not bad things :(.


Me been bad. :( Me been working off and on the same paint for over two years! Me NOT done! You make me finish by end of March or else you say very bad things, Okay? It okay if you hit me with pointy paint brush too, with Flake white in Eye!

Pictures show stages of painting from start, errr long time ago till this day, you go look at date to know when. You look Now at pictures.


First made 3d head out of paper and wire and stuff. This take long time. Horse head hard to make.

Yay done horsey head. Got friend, stole clothing! ha ha ha. Took pictures. You see pictures? No!
Well you see if you look closely. Me didn't know you pervert!



Me hate curtains Soooooooo much!


Took long breaks, months and months and month long breaks. NO MORE BREAKS! you get paint brush ready, just in case.

Okay to finish need more colour on floor and bird! You ask where bird? Me no paint no bird ,yet. Maybe apple, maybe. Fix body a bit, key around neck and More things like hair. I go bed. Too tired paint now. You make me tomorrow!

Me no paint so much but. . .

Me stole camera. This what paint recently, for the work with the little children. Boss be very mad if not done soon. :(.
Paint says: To the little children, me was small too and made drawings like you. To the parents chill the fuck out, kids draw like kids this is not like fucken violin lessons.
Not done. Me bad. Paint more tomorrow. Get done, then more pictures and more paint.

Me paint but. . .

Paint all morning.
Paint all night.
But . . .
No photo. :( me sad. You sad too.
Boo.
Now get me camera. Nice one. Cannon digital please.
Then you get pictures.
Then we happy.
I paint.